In addition to my backreading, I thought of how my views changed. Well, A LOT of my life choices changed. Maybe because I have a bit different perception on things now so.........here's the list:
KPOP
Oh gosh when I read my old entries I didn't know I posted lotsa kpop. I was really into Korean music back then.......and until now, but not hardcore like before. I was a B2UTY and now a Cassie. I don't listen much to my favorite group's songs but instead I listen more to indie songs. I prefer songs now that are Cafe-ish coz it makes me relax and reduces my stress. Being a fangirl is really expensive, most particularly international kpop fangirl I tell you. The cheapest album I bought, I think was worth Php 500. I should've used that in buying clothes but I was too absorbed with /oppars/ /albums/ /concerts/ /VIP tickets/ /variety show guestings/ etc. Ok I just introduced to you the common terms.
Where I want to migrate
Obviously, I wanted to live in Korea. But that changed to Japan. I don't exactly know why I changed my mind. Maybe one factor is that some of my friends usually spend their summer vacation in Japan and when they post pictures and other Japanese stuff I was enticed. Another thing maybe is their educational system, technology, importance on hygiene. Like who doesn't want to live in one of the G8?
Works
Before, I was an ultimate mediocre. As long as I finish something, I am ready to submit/present it.
Then I suddenly suffered from obsessive-compulsive disorder(not that severe that I should be consulted by a psychiatrist or whoever) and not even an itsy bitsy dirt/stupid stuff escapes my eye once I do projects/assignments/whatever. It made me never settle for less but at the same time I became sleepless. Okay that rhymed. But it's not always like that.....well usually I am like that. I don't know..........blah.
18th birthday
Years ago I thought of celebrating my 18th birthday in a hotel, with 18 roses, 18 gowns, and 18 cakes.
Not until I realized it's very, very, very mainstream. And I hate things that are already mainstream. This is the very first time that I don't want to celebrate my birthday. Well, not really celebrate like how people commonly celebrate birthdays but I want a vacation for at least a week and have a tour to different countries.
Clothes, shoes, etc.
I hate heels(before), makeup and dresses. I am neither a tomboy nor a girly type of person. I just wear whatever feels comfortable and I'm set. But I love collecting bags and shoes. I don't really like shoulder bags, branded or not. I just hate them so much it hurts my shoulders. I like rucksacks better coz I think it looks cute and that's what I really need since I always bring with me umbrella, water, books, notebooks, etc. purely NO MAKEUP. One of my principles in life is Skincare>Makeup so.....yeah.
Well, I give consideration to heels. I've learned to love them, most specifically the wedges. Though I prefer wearing those with shorts and jeans. I find it sexy.
I would also want to wear a sweater along with bunny slippers! Gaaaah it feels comfy and warm and since I don't have a /cuddle buddy/ may I at least cuddle with these /cute/ clothes ok. Especially during the rainy season. Along with a /mug/ of tea on hand.
Skincare
I used to rely on chemical facial products due to my allergy-the zits on my forehead but I gained no positive results on that so I switched to natural skincare products. I was really happy to the effects it gave to my skin! Besides being a lot more affordable, natural facial products guarantees you no harmful effects. After I applied tomato, lemon, honey, olive oil, tea, cucumber, baking soda and whatever to my skin, my pimples have reduced and my scars slowly faded. It takes time for the foods' vitamins to cure the facial problems but I really had fun putting/applying those.
P.S: the only cosmetic that I apply are sunblock, moisturizer and toner. But I might change my toner to rice water.
I was supposed to publish this last Thursday but blogger is too freaking slow and my mind was too drained that I almost ran out of ideas but here is another weird entry from yours, truly. Wahahaha ok I gotta lots of things to do bye.
Always Keep the Faith.
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